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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 04:31:50 GMT

Do you.. survey

Do you notice someone staring at you from across the room?: Usually
Do you smile at strangers?: Sometimes
What kind of clothes do you buy?: Cute ones in style
How much do you spend on clothes weekly?: Not much, I buy them randomly
How many bowls of cereal do you eat in the morning?: One if I eat
Do you give your dog a bone?: Yep
Do you give your cat any cat nip?: Occassionally.
Do you own a hedgehog?: Uhh no
How often do you clean your room?: When it starts to piss me off
How many days do you normally miss during a school year?: Now that I'm in college, a lot
How many days do you skip?: Most of them
Do any of your classes go on field trips?: Not since middle school
Are you in elementary, middle school, or high school?: Uhhh COLLEGE
Do you live up north or down south?: DoWn sOuTh
Do you live torwards the west?: Uhh the west coast of Florida
The east?: The east side of the US
Central?: Of the west coast of Florida
Have you ever been to China?: Nope but I would like to adopt a baby girl there
What countries would you like to visit?: France, England, Italy, Scotland, Bermuda again
Do you like to roll people's houses?: Heh?
Ever played the drums on a steering wheel?: Yeah
How often do you go to the doctor's office?: When I am too sick
How many pillows do you have on your bed?: 5 and some stuffed animals
How many shoes are in your closet?: A lot
How many "lost" socks are under your bed?: None I hate socks
Do you like cheerleaders?: Some
I'm a cheerleader: Haha
Are you on the Honor Roll, Merit Roll, or No Roll?: None in college
What is the lowest grade you have ever made on your report card?: F, not till college though
Can you roll your tongue?: Yeah
How many times?: Uhh?
Can you cross your eyes?: I think
Can you cross one eye and keep the other looking completely straight?: No I think my bro can
Can you wiggle your ears?: Not purposely
How many times?: ^*%*#&#*
Can you throw your voice?: yep! Sure
Were you named after anyone?: Nope
What type of tennis shoes do you wear?: Sketchers
Have you ever skateboarded?: Yeah
Do you like to play with fire?: Occassionally when I feel destructive
Are you a redneck?: Uhh no
Do you own a GPS?: I don't need one
How many speakers(any kind) are in your house?: I don't know
How many brushes do you own?: Two, I thought these were do you questions?
Have you ever been rolled?: Been rolled no?
Do you like egging houses?: I used to
Do you go to parties to get drunk, hook up, or both?: Sometimes
What kind of cigarettes do you smoke?: Sorry
What was your first cuss word spoken outloud?: Fuck when I was in 2nd grade
Screamed?: ??
Whispered?: Bitch about my mom probably
Have you ever pierced your own ears/eyebrows/nose/tongue/belly button/etc?: Three in left ear, two in right, and belly button
Are you a self-mutilator?: If tattoos are mutilations yes, but they're not

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 04:24:00 GMT

01. I’m single
02. I love the color blue
03. Shopping is FUN!
04. I love Rent!
05. I think gay marriage should be approved.
06. I'm obsessed with musical theater.
07. I enjoy scrap booking.
08. I love the color pink.
09. I love to wear flip flops
10. I LOVE hugs.
11. I like to take pictures.
12. I am a blonde. (at heart)
13. I like root beer.
14. I love to drink water
15. I'm a drama queen.
16. I love dark chocolate.
17. My best friend is exactly like me.
18. I'm going to New York soon
19. I love Finding Nemo
20. I love going to concerts.
21. I'm going to the Tony awards
22. I need to apply myself more.
23. I know that I need more sleep
24. I hate needles
25. I love Reese's!
26. I would never get a tattoo.
27. I'm taking piano lessons.
28. I'm going to be a sophomore.
29. I always take showers
30. I love to swim.
31. I want to travel
33. I hate being bored
34. I'm too lazy! Well sometimes...
35. I love to watch Friends
36. I love American Idol.
37. I'd rather have a small group of close friends than a large group of friends that I didn't know all that well
38. I love Degrassi
39. I'm in chorus at school.
40. Getting new things is always fun.
41. I love giving gifts
42. I enjoy receiving them as well
43. I'm loud in some classes and quiet in others.
44. I love watching films.
45. I am very crazy at times.
46. I love messages
47. I make money by performing in musicals.
48.
49. I like aim
50. I love using the computer.
51. I think too much.I hate social studies.
52. Math is useless.
53. I love to write and type random things.*like this!*
54. I eat too much junk food.
55. Moulin Rouge makes me cry.
56. My favorite movie is Waiting for Guffman.
57. I have a sister.
58. I like to sing.
59. I also like to act.
60. I want to be famous!
61. I have a GPA of 4.0. well its pretty damn close
62. I scare people sometimes.
63. I love the Disney Channel
64. I hate it when people judge others.
65. I love watching tv.
66. I miss Boy Meets World.
67. I'm so mad/sad about the Rent movie
68. I've been to every American Idol concert.
69. I go to Ravinia all the time.
70. I'm listening to Radio AOL.
71. I love listening to music.
72. I like to read.
73. I have blue eyes.
74. I love wearing skirts. (skorts..dun trust skirts)
75. I love pets
76. I love ice cream.
77. I hate school
78. I like to talk.
79. Guys are confusing.
80. I love the 80s.
81. I'd love to have the money to buy things for people for no reason at all.
82. I love the 90s
83. I enjoy being single
84. I love Ed Debevics.
85. I want to live in NYC.
86. I wake up at 5 on school days.
87. I would love to visit the Mall of America.
88. I already went through braces.
89. I love shopping at Kohl’s.
90. I always listen to music in the car.
91. I hate when people are mean.
92. If I leave my hair to dry it goes curly
93. I don't like pop music
94. I'd do anything for my friends.
95. I live for the summer.
96. My hero is Jonathan Larson.
97. I love both of my parents
98. My sign is Aries.
99. I hate Hillary Duff.
100. I love dogs

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 04:17:13 GMT

Put an x to the things you've done and then send it on to everyone as
well as the person who sent it... erase the persons X's that sent it to u
and put your own.....have fun!

( ) smoked a cigar

(x) made out with a member of the same sex

(x) crashed a friend's car

( ) stolen a car

(x) skipped school

( ) slept with a co-worker

( ) slept with more than 15 people

(x)been called a slut

(x) had a one night stand

( ) slept with someone you don't even know their name

(x) seen someone die

( ) shoplifted

( ) been fired

(x) been in a fist fight

( ) snuck out of your parent's house

(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back

(x) gone on a blind date

( ) had a crush on a teacher

( ) been to Canada

( ) been to Mexico

(x) been on a plane

( ) thrown up in a bar

( ) purposely set a part of yourself on fire haha

( ) eaten Sushi

( ) been snowboarding

( ) been moshing at a concert

(X) taken painkillers

(x) love someone or miss someone right now

(X) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by

(X) questioned your heart

(x) been obsessed with post-it notes

(X) squished barefoot through the mud

(X) been lost

( )been to the opposite side of the country

(X) swam in the ocean

(X) felt like dying

(x) cried yourself to sleep

(X) played cops and robbers

(X) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers

( ) sung karaoke

(x) paid for a meal with only coins

(X) done something you told yourself you wouldn't

(x) made prank phone calls

( ) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose

(X) caught a snowflake on your tongue

(X) danced in the rain

(X) written a letter to Santa Claus

(x) been kissed under a mistletoe

( ) watched the sun rise with someone you care about

(X) blown bubbles

( ) made a bonfire on the beach

(x) crashed a party

(X) gone roller skating

(X) had a wish come true

( ) humped a monkey

( ) worn pearls

( ) jumped off a bridge

(X) played with sidewalk chalk

( ) ate dog/cat food

( ) told a complete stranger you loved them

(x) kissed a mirror

(X) sang in the shower

( ) have a little black dress

(X) had a dream that you married someone

( ) glued your hand to something..

( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole

( ) kissed a fish

( ) been a cheerleader

( ) sat on a roof top

(x) screamed at the top of your lungs

( ) done a one-handed cartwheel

(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours

(x) stayed up all night

( ) didn't take a shower for a week

( ) picked and ate an apple

(x) climbed a tree

( ) had a tree house

( ) are scared to watch scary movies alone

(x) believe in ghosts

(x) have more then 30 pairs of shoes

( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say

(x)gone streaking WOO

( ) played nicky-nicky-nine-doors

(x) pushed into a pool with all your clothes on

(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger

(x) broken a bone (go me?)

(x) easily amused (extrememly)

( ) caught a fish then ate it.

(x) caught a butterfly...

(x) laughed so hard you cried

(x) cried so hard you laughed

( ) mooned/flashed someone (more than you know...)

(x) had someone moon/flash you...

(x) cheated on a test <IMAGE HERE>

(x) have a Britney Spears CD

(x) Forgotten someone's name

(x) slept naked

(x)French braided someone's hair (attempted)

(x)gone skinny dipping

weeee I was bored

Sunday, March 27, 2005

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 06:43:20 GMT

"Today I thought of something... What if I had never met you?"

Monday, March 21, 2005

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 02:39:37 GMT

I hate you for being such a liar... it's over... it actually never should have started.

"Behind These Hazel Eyes" by Kelly Clarkson

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Friday, March 18, 2005

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 19:38:45 GMT

Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay Allie's coming next weekend! I'm so excited! Maybe I can get Leighann's ass to come too... I might be going home tonight... sketchy ass people might be in town this weekend so I might be getting away.

Thursday, March 17, 2005

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 03:22:06 GMT

So it's almost time for St. Patrick's Day! I'm not Irish but I couldn't be more excited. I can't wait to go out with the girls and drink Green Beer all day and night! I'm so excited that the Pub and all the bars are open at 10 am till 2 am... that's crazy.

I'm not excited to be back from Spring Break. I'm glad to be back in Tallahassee but not because I have to go to class every day. I'm not having a good week, so it kind of sucks. But I'll live. This weekend Ashley's going to Gainesville and Daytona and I was going to go with her but I'm staying here now. I have a big history test on Monday to study for. Only 5 1/2 more weeks... I think I can survive. I'm not sure what I'm doing all summer yet. I told Ms. Otero I'd go and help her with yearbook distribution since she's pregnant... and I have to be at graduation cuz MacLean is Salutatorian and I'm so proud of him. Then I might spend a month in Rhode Island with my sister... I think I need to get away from here for a while. Then I'm going to be back up here for Summer C... I'm excited... class in the morning, pool in the afternoon.

Well... there's a crazy frat party going on right now... it's one of the boy's 21st birthday's... greeeaat! Thankfully I don't have class tomorrow.

Goodnight. lex

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 22:46:00 GMT

Vicki I read the comment you left on Sam's site and I changed my background thanks to your help! You're the best!

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 05:25:46 GMT

So Ashley did this thing where you write about 15 people that are in your life, or out of your life now, in some way or another... it was fun and was like writing in a yearbook so I'm gonna do it. The thing is, you don't write the names of people, so you have to guess.

1. You are the best friend that a girl could ask for. We've only had a few fights over stupid shit and I know that we will always be the best of friends. It's so funny that we came from the same place originally and how our lives seem to mimic each other. I love you and I always will, thanks for being someone I can always run to when things get to be too much.

2. You and I fight like there is no tomorrow. We've backstabbed each other to no end, and no matter what, we're still the best of friends. I know I don't always tell you things first, but you are so important to me, we've known each other forever. I love you, and I always will and I will always tell you just like it is. Come to Tallahassee anytime you want, we love when you're here! I miss you!

3. You are my best guy friend in the entire world. Not many people could go through everything we've been through and still love each other as much as we do. You can count on my always, even though I'm 265 miles away from you and I'll always be right there when you need me. We've helped each other through some really hard times and I know you hate my bitching but love me through it anyways. I really do love you more than I can ever tell you, thank you for being my best friend.

4. The best NEW roommate anyone could ask for. You never cease to amaze me and we always keep each other on our toes and laughing. I love you and I'm so glad that things worked out the way that they did. I'm so excited to spend the summer here with you. You have taught me so much about myself and you continue to each day... thank you for teaching me to be a better person and respect myself and not care so much about everyone else.

5. My future roommate and one of the most selfless people that I know. I love you, you are truly an amazing person no matter what anyone tells you. Remember my motto, fuck boys, we're better than the shit they pull. I cannot wait to live with you next year even though it means missing Ashley. It's going to be so much fun.

6. My favorite cousin... I love you and I wish that we could live closer together. I'm so proud of you for everything that you have gone through and this year you are finally graduating college. I don't think that day will ever come for me, I know it will, but it just seems so far away... kind of like it did when I was in high school, but now this is my whole life I am setting up for. You are truly my best friend and I can't wait to see you again... hopefully this summer.

7. My other favorite relative... I'm so sorry that it took us this long to get to know each other. I was always having the be the prima dona and you were too busy being a little asshole at home haha. I"m so glad that we talk as often as we do now and we share so much of our lives with each other. I am always here to give you pep talks on girls and I know you will always give me the best advice from the outside looking in. I love you and I can't wait to come to UDel to see you soon!

8. You are the most selfless person I know. You are never rude and you have never said anything mean or hateful about anyone. Sometimes I wish that I had the willpower to do the things that you do because you simply amaze me every time I talk to you. I know I can always count on you for anything, and I can't wait for you to come to Tallahassee to see me. Remember... Go Noles... haha. I'm so proud of you for everything you've accomplished!

9. We grew up together... what can I say... from the sand fights in front of your house to now going to college together we have been through it all. You know me probably better than anyone and I know that no matter how long a break we take from talking to each other, we will always be there in the end. I have loved living a house away from you and watching you grow up. Congratulations on your new awards at FSU and keep up the good work.

10. My favorite co-worker... well, you taught me how to make jello shots and now I'm gonna be a pro! I can't wait for you and Christine to come and stay with me... we're going to have to much fun! I love you so much and I am so glad that we are as close as we are. Who would have thought since it seems that most of the other girls from work have their own clique and do their own thing. You are so lucky to have Chris and I think he is an amazing boyfriend. Thanks for all the alcohol and all the parties... come see me soon!

11. You are an amazing person. I still don't understand how someone could go through their whole life never making anything but an A but look where it has gotten you... salutatorian of your senior class and I couldn't be happier for you. Life is too short and I've finally realized that all the fights were not worth it. I hope someday we can be closer now that I'm not at home all the time to be a bitch to you... I'm sorry for that, but that's part of being a big sister. I love you and congratulations.

12. You are the most important person in my life. I wouldn't be here without you. I know I can call you at any time of the day, even if you're sleeping and you'll talk to me and make me feel better. I cannot thank you enough for all you've done for me, you mean the world to me and I know that I'm your world. Thank you for bringing me up the way that you did. I love you.

13. I'm sorry that you think I need to grow up and that I'm immature, but you're a bitch. That is what I think and I'm sorry I lied to you because that is really what I think. After all you did for me, and all I've done for you, you'd think that this wouldn't be where we are now, but it is. I'm sure you've called me a bitch and talked just as much shit if not more about me... and that's fine, I honestly do not care. I wanted to fix this but you don't care enough to and you keep talking shit to me, so it's fine. I'm sorry that it had to end like this. True friends don't do what they did for me and then turn around the next day and tell me I'm in denial, failing out of college and lazy. I'm sorry I lied but I'm not sorry I called you a bitch, because that's how I feel and I should have just told you. Thank you for being in my life while you were. Goodbye.

14. Sometimes I think you care and others I think you could care less. I don't know where this is going if anywhere because of the way I'm treated. I know you have a lot on your plate and I am trying to accept the person that you are. Thank you for accepting me and teaching me a lot about myself. I won't regret anything no matter where this goes... there is no point in living life in regret.

15. We need to hang out more because we have so much fun when we do. I can't wait to have more crazy nights of wine drinking with you and I'm so glad that we spent all those years dancing together. You are an amazing and beautiful person and I'm so glad that we're still hanging out even though we're in college now!

I might be a bitch, but that's who I am. That's why you either love me or hate me, and I won't apologize for that. lex

Monday, March 07, 2005

Mon, 07 Mar 2005 03:04:28 GMT

There's a new entry below this but I'm BOOOOORED!

last kiss: Last Friday
last good cry: A few weeks ago
last library book checked out: Probably when I was at Wharton for a paper...
last movie seen: The Pacifier
last book read: Something for history... about the Titantic... I'm starting "He's Just Not That Into You" though TONIGHT!
last cuss word uttered: Shit
last beverage drank: Limade, YUM
last food consumed: A cheeseburger, macaroni salad and potato salad at Allie's!
last phone call: Leighann
last tv show watched: Celebrity Fit Club
last shoes worn: My new wedges :)
last cd played: A mix of random stuff that's in my car
last item bought: Tampons, Red Bull, Socks, Tanning Oil
last annoyance: Going to the mall today
last disappointment: Friends
last soda drank: Coke maybe?
last thing handwritten: A shopping list
last word spoken: Oh
last sleep: Last night
last im: Leighann a little while ago
last weird encounter: I don't know... I've had some weird dreams lately
last ice cream eaten: Cookies n Cream in Tally
last amused: My mom
last time trippin on drugs?: Can't say that I've ever done that
last time wanting to die: A couple weeks ago
last time in love: When I was a junior
last time hugged: Last night... I miss my Kristen!
last chair sat in: The computer one I am in now
last lipstick used: Lip gloss
last shirt worn: My pink cami
last time dancing: Chubby's with my roomie a few weeks ago
last poster looked at: Something with Adam Sandler in it... football... I don't know
__________________________
1 MINUTE AGO: Celebrity Fit Club
1 HOUR AGO: At Alex's
1 DAY AGO: Watching The Pacifier
1 WEEK AGO: Driving back to Tally
1 YEAR AGO: Siiiiick probably sleeping!
_____________________________
1. What do you most like the most about your body?: My eyes and my smile
2. And least?: A lot...
3. How many fillings do you have? None
4. Do you think you're good looking? Not always
5. Do other people tell you that you're good looking? Yeah
_______________________
FIRSTS
First job: Winners
First screen name: awh07
First funeral: My Granddad
First pet: Boomer my doggie
First piercing/tattoo: Ears, tattoo on my back
First credit card: August of 2003
First Kiss: Haha, let's not go there... it was sophomore year though
First one that mattered: Greg
First love: Greg
First enemy: God if I remember...
First big trip: We went back up north every summer after we moved down here... so when I was 6... but Bermuda in 6th grade
First concert: 93.3 The Big One
First musician you remember hearing in your house: I don't remember... some 80's stuff
______________________________

FAVORITE:
Food: Pizza... anything Italian!
Drink: Sweet Tea!
Song: Too many to name... I really like John Mayer's Daughters right now
Actor: Vin Diesel... hottie
Actress: Lots!
Clothing Store: Abercrombie and Hollister
Candy: Chocolate!
Place: Rhode Island and Bermuda
Person: All my friends!
Color: Pink
Eye Color: Blue
Fruit: Peaches and pineapple
Ice Cream Flavor: Swirl lol... I don't really like ice cream
_____________________________
HAVE YOU EVER:
Held Hands: Yeah
Hugged: Yes
Kissed: Yes
Did Drugs: Perscription
Fought: Not like fist fought somebody, but with my brother and friends
Cussed: Hell yeah
Stole: No
Ditched: College classes many times
Drove: Yeah
Crashed: More like rear-ended someone
Broke a body part: Yep, my wrist in 4th grade
____________________________
WHO DO YOU:
Love: My family and friends
Hate: Don't get me started... psycho ex-girlfriends for one
Have Fun With: My friends
Tell Everything To: My best friends
Care About: Friends and family
Not Care About: Psychos and assholes!